I don't believe it either. After 20 years, I could no longer keep any hope of a better future, given his current and past attitudes about anything and everything. Throw in a couple kids and the years just kept coming. It was never a good time to leave.
I'm thankful I have a good job. Can't enjoy a penny of it though, as I am now also the sole provider for 2 households. So I have resorted to joining the gig economy to supplement my income. I signed up to deliver groceries. I haven't started yet but I'm hopefull.
Looking for extra ways to earn money outside of my job is now my main focus. I get tired just thinking about it. I'll save that for another post.
I'm hopefull for 2020, for some very nerdy superstitious reason, the number 19 is my number. I'm super pleased I clocked in this milestone this year 2019. My year supposedly.
I'm getting a divorce.
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And take care of yourself during this stressful time! Don't burn yourself out with the side work!